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I have kept this indside for too long, and i have been drinking tonight and all i can think about is you
I can't stop thinking about you, whenever I see you I can't stop from being happy
You are such a big part in my life
But as of now I am to afrade to tell you this, I hope one day I can tell you my truie feelings
I just do not want to ruin what we have now as friends
I just hope u can understand what I feel
And i can only pray that you feel the same way


WOW i have not used this in a long time

WOW J.D and Canadian! I love drinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love friends also.... joel will matt swing pat sara scotty cor lindso lisa robin

So I guess as people can see I have nothing better to do with my life now and I have live journal.I really don't know why and i don't even know if I will use it. Oh well.


Hummmmmmmmmmmm.... So I guess we talk about what is going on in our lives and then people read it and everything. Well this is point by point of mine just so people can catch up.

1) I am having a kid and i am 19

2) My parents are getting divorced

3) The only time I can be really happy now is if I am drunk

4) Going off to Uni next year. ( thats a good one )

5) One of my best girlfriends does not want to have anything to do with me

6) There is so much stupid drama going on with our group of friends.

7) I don't know what is going on with me and the mother of my kid


Well I guess that is the main stuff that I can think about. I love having great friends to talk to about everything. That is one thing that is going great with our group of friends is that everyone is open and wants to help others. Joel/sara/robin/matt/linds... I still want to be able to/will. Well that bunch is the main people I always go to when I have problems. I would just like to thank all of you guys for being here and being such great friends.

Wow... i do not believe I just wrote a live journal